wow... i'm 26 now,,, but i just lost myself year by year,,, non ho niente... sto perdendo me stessa... odio la mia vita,,, non so cosa devo fare... ho fallito... ho tanti sogni pero non lo so se diventa realtà,,, sono lontanissima con la mia madre,migliore amica che mi ha dato la vita,,, ho fatto tanti errori che non posso piu recuperare,, i made a promise that i can't hold and broke it,,, i hate myselffff.... ciao... i'ts my bday today and i wished that the only thing i want for almost 4 years is coming with my hands so that i can change my life and my dignity... sorry mom i broke my promised but i loved u with all my heart. i hope someday u can accept what i have done. byeee

wow... it's xmas time again,,, what a shit,,, it's make me feel more lonely at this time,,,, cavoloooo... how i wish i can be with my family but i know i can't,, by the way... merry xmas and happy new year to all